Frustrated and Happy
	 
    
    
     
    I have this odd feeling of being frustrated and happy at the same time.  Nothing seems to go right in the long-term relationship area, but life is great, and I'm having a great time every day.  Tonight was like a scene from Dirty Dancing, but with more clothes and no sex.  After band practice, I went to the dance room in S&P with Adam, who's from Panama.  We practiced our salsa moves together and ended up laughing as much as practicing and, in general, having a ball.  Tomorrow is Wine Wednesday, which Lucy and I are hosting, and we're going to have a bunch of people over to drink wine and jus thang out.  For some reason, I've been looking forward to it all week, even though I know certain people can't come.  It's things like this that make me look forward to each day, but it's the long term that's frustrating and unsettling.  I know I need to stop thinking about it and just let things happen, but that's sometimes too hard.
        
    
   
  
  
  
  
  
 
  
  
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