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Two things I dislike about myself

What an upbeat title for my blog... I guess I just need to get these off my chest.

First, I hate when I know what is good for me and what I should do, but I choose to ignore those thoughts in my head and continue on with what I am doing. For example, tonight I was really tired and new that I should have gone home and gone to bed at midnight. But instead, I stuck around and chilled with friends until 2:30, when David suggested I get some sleep. Now I know this isn't destructive behavior or anything, but why not listen to myself in the first place?

Second, the other thing I dislike is a little fear I have. To put it plainly, I am afraid that I'm going to fall on my face at some point, and someone will realize that this has all been a charade - that I'm not smart and together and relatively mature. You may think this is all some made up crap that I am just saying because it's late, but it's true. Rest assured, I only get good grades because I study. Take away that ability, and I'm nothing. I promise. Well I guess I don't have to fear everything finding out it's a charade because I already told you. :-)

posted by Biff @ 3:18 AM