Would you like to dance around the world with me?

Did I ever mention I'm a horrible decision maker?

So it seems I can't make up my mind. When I'm not in a relationship yet there is little hope of being in one, I want to be in one. And when I'm dating someone and it's heading towards a relationship, I get freaked out and don't know if I want to be in one. And guys are supposed to be the ones with commitment issues!

I think I've always been like this. There have been a few times when I've stuck through the questions and doubts to hold together a real relationship. Other times, I freak out. And even other times, the guy gets scared and doesn't want more. So why can't I make up my mind and just stick with it?

In other non-vague news, Chris, Scott, and Boechler were here visiting this weekend. I only got to see Scott a little because he had to leave for something called "school," but it's always so great to get our high school friends back together. People are always amazed that we keep in touch so well, but that's what marching band will do to ya. ;-) And Boechler's even staying here to go to CalTech - yay TJMC in California!

posted by Biff @ 4:16 AM